But at least we have lots of other choices available, and even though I would like to buy anime I cannot afford it with how much I consume, and it is not at all easily available, sure I can get some on the English Amazon, and I do get some blurays from there, but I would not be able to watch a majority of what I watch without fansubbers uploading it.
Imagine, if you will, a beautiful field full of flowers; bluebells, daffodils, tiger lilies... Every kind of blossom you can imagine, bringing a wonderful conflagration of color into a world which is otherwise dull and dark. Now, imagine that every one of those flowers is planted on the body of a tormented soul that died in agony (probably undeservedly), and will never know the true afterlife.
In life, they became florists because they love flowers, but here, a flower is a symbol of pain, of death within death. Their conflicting feelings build and build, and they become quite mad.
You are not a florist! You are a manufacturer of weapons!